Listening to American Football always reminds me of summer. Almost every night, I fell asleep to this record. And this song... it is such a gem. All two minutes and forty-four seconds of it. There is something just so beautifully enchanting about it. It rarely fails to make me feel content. I played it tonight, hoping it would work its charm. I kept it on repeat and clutched my pillow close to me. It's helped a little bit, but I'm still hungry. My heart needs to be fed. Summer was so carefree and easy. It's not so easy any more. I knew what I was getting into when I agreed to all of this, but I am really feeling the burn. I am hurting you, and I don't want to hurt you anymore. And yet, I have no intention of giving this up. In fact, I won't. I will hold on until you've decided you don't want to see this through. Until you've decided that you're through with me.
mkp.
