100 days and counting, still.
For those who know of/are involved in my current situation:
I want to apologize. Often, I relied on many of you for far too much. And I realize now, that I can't rely on anyone but myself. I've hurt many of you, possibly taken you for granted, and risked our friendships just to continue this temorary induced happiness. I've also been irritable and selfish a few times along the way to staying stopped. I guess I felt like I was fucked either way, but now I know that I am much better off here. I'm sorry.
With that being said, thank you so much. For those who have been there for me along the way: you mean the world to me, and without your support and encouragement, I truly would not have made it this far. I am so grateful to have had your guidance along the way.
It feels like a beginning.
Have a Happy New Year.
and Happy Birthday, Matthew.
mkp.
