December 18, 2008

I'm not a failure, I swear

I've had a very long day. A good day, but now I am very tired, and I am being a fatty, indulging in chocolate-covered pretzels, and Rilo Kiley.

I am now on Christmas break! Took the easiest final exams of my life today: College Composition (I'm good at english, yay!), and Media & Morality (the class = a JOKE). Spent the rest of the day doing absolutely nothing and everything all at once with my good friend, Shelley. More Christmas shopping. Attended class. Had a lovely conversation, yet again, on my way home with Lindsay. Here.

I am just about to begin my Arts and Crafts project the exact moment I finish typing this shit up. I'm making my parents a family-themed scrapbook for Christmas. And while I'm a complete grandma for enjoying doing stuff like this, I am so disgusted by how much I've fucking contradicted myself! I am not fond of my family at all!
But I want to fix things up between us really, really bad. And I guess I'm hoping that this Christmas, things will finally get better between us, maybe.


Don't fool yourself into thinking you're more than you are
With your arms outstretched to me
And if you want me,
You better speak up, I won't wait
So you better move fast.

Yeah, I miss you.



-mkp.