I felt tired today.
Maybe its because I had an exhausting weekend. Maybe its cause I was up late last night on the phone. Maybe this is just my reaction to the departure of a good friend. I thought I had prepared myself for this: be unselfish, smile and wish her the best of luck, leave out all the crying. But apparently all those plans were ignored in the end.
To say the least, I'm left with a lot of unanswered questions, and I guess its up to me to go find those answers alone.
Maybe that's exactly what needs to happen, but I can't stop feeling scared. And I still can't help that I'm really going to miss you.
This is not a goodbye. I'll just see you later.
mkp.
