I feel so much better since the last time I posted.
Its seems ridiculous to me how friends seem to possess magical powers that enable them to mend the things that feel broken and incomplete in your life. Many things have in fact been mended, and I believe that things are finally falling into place.
To be perfectly honest, when Shell was nearing her ship date, I was afraid that I wouldn't be able to hold on to a lot of the new friendships that were made in the time that existed between then and March 9th. But I guess the real friendships will be able to withstand her absence. I have come to a bittersweet realization and acceptance of that, and I am perfectly fine with it.Today after school, I spent a few hours with someone who really means a lot to me. Our friendship has been rekindled in a matter of a month and a couple weeks, but things feel new. We have become completely different people compared to who we were three years ago. I am truly grateful to have her as a friend.
I realized today that it is wrong to let bad things bottle up, and that it is okay to talk about whatever's been eating you up inside. I learned that part of me wishes I was older, but the greater part embraces my youth. I learned that all I really want is to inspire and be inspired.
Oh, and The Yeah Yeah Yeahs' new album is fucking fantastic.
Download it NOW.
mkp.
