I hate getting my hopes up, only for them to deteriorate at their peak. But I guess the truth is that we are ill-prepared. And so I'll have to accept the generic "next time" and really act upon it when the next time does come.
On an unrelated note, I swear I haven't felt this scared in a long time.
Usually he'd be working right now, but he's taking a few days off to rest and recover. And I'm relieved. He really needs this, considering all the crap thats happened to all of us lately.
Its wonderful to have him home right now. Even though the reason behind it is absolutely terrible. Still, I'm glad he's here. He makes everything look as if it'll be okay.
mkp.
