Overall, I've been good.
I really could have a much better attitude right now, but my current state of exhaustion, not-so-good grades, constant disagreements with family, amount of homework in need of completion, and the growing dread of March 9 is beginning to plummet me and my mood down.
But with that being said, I will say that the good most definitely outweighs the bad.
I've been accepted into another art school: San Francisco Art Institute. Inspiration has been erratically running through my veins, and I've been writing, painting, creating religiousy. I've made new friends, and I've realized who my true friends are. I got the chance to spend the weekend with some people that I truly cherish. And Fuck doubts. Fuck "take things slow". I am living in the fucking moment, in the fucking NOW, and whatever happens, happens.
She said, "If love is a poison cup, then drink it up
Cause a sip or a spoonful won't do
Won't do nothing for you, except mess you up"
P.S. Happy 18th birthday, Alexis.
mkp.
