its been a while.
so i guess, a semi-long update?
i've had a pretty crazy and busy weekend.
FRIDAY: hung out at liz's house.
SATURDAY: lookbook photoshoots.
then, monster sleepover at some chick, cookie's house.
it was a crazy night.
fucking connections all seemed to be busy!
but got some. and then it was a blur.
what started out as excitement eventually became irritation, annoyance, frustraton. shit happens.
shell and i had a little heart to heart convo.
i love that motherfucker.
went to bed at 4:45 am.
SUNDAY: had breakfast with shell and liz.
went to melrose with my momma.
bought my homecoming dress + jeffrey campbell oxfords, sucka!
visited my grandma at the nursing home.
she isn't getting better.
so i got fucking sad.
got beyond baked, reflected, got angry.
purposely DETROYED a painting i've been working on meticulously for about a month out of pure frustration.
then knocked the fuck out.
MONDAY: FIRST DAY OF FALL.
no school today.
went to target to buy shit for the trip.
had lunch at desert rose.
TRIED to fix my ruined painting.
shit's still fucked.
i just finished packing.
kairos tomorrow, immediatley after school.
i will be gone till friday afternoon.
it seriously could not have come at a better time.
i need a break from all this shit thats going on.
I NEED THE SMELL OF SUMMER,
I NEED ITS NOISES IN MY EARS.
