I'm not good, but I'm just okay.
Perhaps it was bad timing, or really just a disappearing act, but I can't and won't make her do something she just can't. Its the realizations that I stumbled into last night that really just summed it all up for me. That I don't regret any word said or action made, because they were real. And that no matter what will happen in the near future, I know in my heart that I really did have the best days of my life with her. Friend or lover, or whatever role she played, she taught me that I can trust myself; that its okay to have made mistakes before; that it is never too late. And there are no words that will express how I much I appreciate that. I love you and I always will.
And so now, I'll go from here.
mkp.
