I don't know why I reacted the way I did.
I guess you could say that I'm a tad bit irritated by all of it. And apparently, I do have some sort of problem with it, but I wouldn't say that I would be mad. It's obviously YOUR life, where you make the choices. So, I'm not going to be the one who tells you what to do.
I don't have the clearest understanding as to why that happened though. I guess its also been in my mind. Fuck, it HAS been for a while, now. Sometimes I just want to, but then I think of all that I would be throwing away. Stop right in my tracks. I turn around, instead of surrendering. But I can't deny that there's a definite growing fire somewhere inside of me. And now I just want to feed it.
I don't know exactly what to make of this.
mkp.
