January 13, 2009

Sleep Tonight.

I need to work on not being a zombie everyday and ending this terrible case of senioritis. The classes I am taking call for actual work that needs to be completed on time. And there is no room for failure.

Second semester started Monday. I want to say that I'm going to make the most of it, since its my last semester of high scool and all, but thats what I always say. And I always end up pushing everything that should matter to the point where I'm so overwhelmed by them that they don't have any significance to me anymore. I hope that won't happen. I have a lot of hopes for the rest of the semester.

For your merriment, here is my schedule:
1. U.S. Government│Keller
2. Survey│Moran
3. Chemistry│Jackson
4. Art, Culture & Literature│Snider
5. Girls Lifetime Fitness│Urbach
6. Advanced Art│Mullich.

Also, my sleeping schedule's been fucked for a while. Now that school's back in session, I need to get used to being in bed by midnight instead of knocking out at 4 a.m. So far, I've been largely unsuccessful. I end up coming home exhausted, and by 6 p.m. I surrender to 7-hour naps. When I do wake up, I stay up with absolutely nothing to do for 5 hours until its time to leave for school. Today, I was told by a friend not to participate in my daily napping session, and instead tire myself out so that I'd be comfortably asleep by 11:00. I think it will happen, finally.

I have so many things to look forward to. Everything is fine, and I am accepting everything that is not fine for what it is.

Goodnight.




mkp