"cigarettes and chocolate milk
these are just a couple of my cravings
everything it seems i like's a little bit stronger,
a little bit thicker, a little bit harmful for me"
its 1:00 a.m.
i'm sitting alone in the dark, in my room listening to my summer playlist. just feeling irrationally happy (and beyond exhausted).
the delightful and warm voice of rufus wainwright fills the room as i try to avoid any typos...
just taking everything in.
lots of things have happened since my last post.
i'm really sorry i never seem to write anything new, but i've finally found some time to do it.
my cousin, mariel left this morning.
she's heading back home to the philippines and i miss her very much.
its that one thing that i hate about meeting my cousins i haven't met before. i always seem to get attached and can't bear the fact that the next time we'll see each other again will be in a couple of years.
so for the past few days, i've been off with my family just doing our regular family-themed activities.
Sea World, shopping, and loud-ass asian family parties.
it doesn't seem like much, but when your cousin is sleeping over for three nights, you only seem to get 3 hours of sleep per night.
i hope that explains the lack of posts.
i watched Dark Knight again tonight. with my mom. while my sister was in the line for the release of "Breaking Dawn" (i think), the latest addition to the Twilight series thats seemed to get all my peers crazy obsessed... yet, i still don't feel any motivation to read the book myself.
i'll probably wait to see the movie, and if i enjoy it, i'll read it. maybe.
its now 1:15.
i'm hanging out with Liz tomorrow before she visits her dad in Palm Springs.
goodnight.
